good bye live journal and friends

its been swell.......

if every race, religion, sex, nationality, or whatever it is you so hold dear destroyed buildings and set fires and hurt others because they couldnt handle a silly cartoon depicting whatever it is they believe in .the world would be SHIT ( Read more... )

im tired of updating this thing, its quite pointless but ill do it anyways cause i got heart(aka the gay brown kid with the sweet ass shorts, shaggy hair and pet monkey from captain planet ( Read more... )

i couldnt take my eyes off of her, but i couldnt look her straight in the eyes, i was memorized ( Read more... )

i gotta find a new job, this shit is nuts

need more money.

THE "I" SURVEY ( Read more... )

just a little new years update ( Read more... )

Ulcerative Colitis ( Read more... )

.....is prolly not what i got, doc has to give me a colonoscopy thursday morn , he thinks its colitis which is a disease that eats away at the colon and entrance to the large intestine. new meds, new info, same fear.

ill keep you updated as new information comes along. i love you all, and thank you to the ones who care.

godspeed

i fucking cant sleep in, even when i feel like shit

this sucks a fatty

my pipe is my only true constant companion

home is so close

tomorrow will be better

i flaked out last night, but i have slept 11 hours in the past 4 days

[popping pain killers]