i was having a great time until you shot me

[nichole72988]

Friday night was really fun. i picked up rob and his friends and went to the casino. but we didn't really go it really, we just stayed on the roof of the parking garage, balsted some tunes and played hacky sac. the we went back his house and went on a journey through the woods which was both scary and exciting all at the same time, we will most

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[xunder_glassx]

thats unfortunate that you want to leave that badly, i, personally, am afraid to leave little montville and go out into the world because i really don't know whats in store for me outside of this little town. i actually enjoy it here, i actually enjoy how small it is, well was actually, since the casino and all the new shit they're putting it, all the things we once knew about montville will be lost, haha and thats the only way i know how to put it.

i would hate to see madison go, and i know you would too. but i'm just not sure how "happy" that would make her, uprooting her from evertyhing she knows to go either to virginia or living with her grandma, where she doesn't know anybody or anything really, it would probably be really scary actually.

sorry to rant on like that.

[nichole72988]

its not that i want to leave, its just that when im mad i want to get away, far away. but when im happy i love it here. you know like when you have your days of anger and you don't like the way someone is treating you, well on those days i just wish i lived somewhere else, so that i didn't have to deal with that. i hope im making some sense, its kind of hard to type your feelings.
we need to hang out on the weekends more. we have to make it a mandatory thing. bc i love you and want to see more of you. o man that just rhymed.hahaha

[xunder_glassx]

yeah i understand what you're saying, i used to feel that way when i was upset, but now i just don't think i feel anything anymore heh, but i miss you dearly, you and madison both and we definately need more hanging out time.

P.S.----i can't wait for the coheed show, i actually had a dream about it last night, it was weird haha. you hvae to let me borrow your underoath cd though so i can at least know some songs, because they are awesome.