Not gonna lie, I kinda have put this LJ thing on the back burner and have forgotten how mind-freeing it can be to just write my random thoughts in this journal.  I also have been so busy that I just haven't made time to free my mind to write in here.  Since writing in here last, I turned 27 on May 6th.  Again, not gonna lie...but I am not liking ( Read more... )

The PACKERS are going to the SUPERBOWL !!!
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The weekends go by way to fast.  I have come to realize that they go fast because the weekends are not as routine and manotonous as the week work days are!  It just kinda stinks because my days off are never long enough!  We spent the first half of the day in Oshkosh because we bought a 2007 ( Read more... )

I'm so exhausted lately.  I feel down on myself.  I feel like I am unattractive and getting fat.  I've definately got a case of the blues.  I can't help but blame it on Winter.  January and February always seem so long.  I'm ready for the snow to start melting and the sun to come out and play.  Winters always feel so long and Summer always feels so ( Read more... )

I'm having a bit of a hard night.  Certain things keep popping up that remind me of past events and past current events in my life.  These things are really making me think deep about decisions I've made in my life...relationships I have and relationships that need work...and what i truely want outta this thing we call life!?!  Will things ever get ( Read more... )

"You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel." - Unknown

Is there no trust in the US mailing system anymore?

To make a long story short, I ordered contacts through my eye care provider in Oshkosh.  This has always been the most convienient way for me to get my contacts from them.  When they did come last Saturday we were having quite the blizzard storm in Greenville, WI.  It was super windy outside and ( Read more... )

I've been feeling really guilty about something and I don't know how to get back in the swing of things.  I used to be really good about going and working out at the gym.  I pay $25 a month and I always figured if I went at least 5 times a month it's well worth the membership (however, it has always been well-well worth the membership because I ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow will be exactly one week since I have seen Zach.  I miss him so much.  I've kept quite busy while he's been away but there is this sense of emptiness without him around, nonetheless.  It's hard.  It is all those little things that I miss that make me feel so lonely.  I wish he could come home.  I don't like life without him.

I had a ( Read more... )

Well, I hope my family and friends had a Happy and family/friend filled Thanksgiving holiday.  I know I truely have a lot to be thankful for when I really stop and think about it.  Some days, I just want to throw in the towel but I thank God for a lot that I am blessed with in my life.  Too little do we stop and think about the good.  I have a job ( Read more... )

I am lucky to have two very special pets.  I got Osama in 2002 and she has been my best pal.  She is a cat, and has a mind of her own, but ultimately she knows when I need her most.  She cuddles with me everynight, never failing to annoy my poor husband with what he calls her "motor boating".  When I get too busy or don't take time to sit and relax ( Read more... )