We're truly blind when our imaginations are filled with fears.
I believe in myself and my heart.
Not religious zealotry that is used to rule you and me,
Where god is made into a cheap fucking whore.
Our lord should deserve more.
So I broke free from the fallacies.
I don't need a savior because I saved myself.

I don't know. I'm kind of thinking of holding ( Read more... )

This story's old but it goes on and on until we disappear,
Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathed while you were underneath,
I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea,
I spoke the words but never gave a thought of what they all could mean,
I know that this is what you want, a funeral keeps both of us apart.
You know ( Read more... )

Good evening it was.

I'm at home listening to The Pixes.
My mom called Chris yesterday, and told him in a polite manner that he needs to chill out a bit cause he's just pushing me away. The boy nearly cried. He apologized to me to know end, he begged me to forgive him, that I deserve better. He promised that he cool off, he was just scared to lose ( Read more... )

Since I'm not around Chris, I can actually vent. Thank goodness.
I feel like someone has put a plastic bag over my head and started to take all the air out of it.
I cannot be put on the spot whenever I'm with my friends.
He makes me feel guilty every time I'm with my friends.
I get nonstop texts about how much he misses me all shit and hows he's so ( Read more... )

Kaycie Kace pierced my face last night, and I must say it was the most hillarious time I've had with my friends in a very long time.
She comes at me with a marker. Obviously to mark were she was going to shove a needle through my nostril. Leaves gets me ice cause I'm a big wet pussy. lol. And the mark ...dissappears. lol
My nose, wouldn't numb at ( Read more... )

I'm at my boyfriends house ( Read more... )

I can't go to New Hampshire for my birthday anymore.
My father deemed it unsafe.
But I can go to Coasta Rica in October on a cruise with Ryane?
They know the drinking age is 18, and it's 3 teenaged girls.
That doesn't make any sense. 
Yeah Fuck you.

I don't care about turning 18. Or My birthday. I don't give a fuck. I have nothing to look forward to ( Read more... )

Check off everything you've done, then add up all the damage you've created.

Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex ( Read more... )

'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.

Need I mention only 19 days til We see Brand New in New Hampshire. and Only 20 Days until My 18th birthday!? YUPYUP <3 ( Read more... )

Yes I know I'm a bitch.

I drive March 5th. woo.

Happy Valentines day.

I'm off school monday.

This post is pointless

I'm sorry about my last post, I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.

I need to know whos coming March 7th.

So far. Krys, Kaycie, Chris and I.

The maybe's are as followed - Liz and who ever else.