I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning or maybe this has been irking me for some time right now.
I'm re-evaluating my "friendships" and I'm coming to the conclusion, I really no long have a "best" friend. I mean if we don't spend any quality time together, and just IM eachother randomly, how are you even that close to me? If our ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking excited.
The Night before my 18th birthday, I'm planning a road trip to New Hampshire to go see Brand new on March the 7th at the Universty of New Hampshire. It's going to be fucking amazing.
The people coming so far are:
Krys.
Liz.
Chris.
Kaycie.
Shaquea
and Myself.

We are going in more than one car and so we can rotate drivers obviously ( Read more... )

All I ever do is listen to brand new and think lately ( Read more... )

alright you and i have never fucking went out to dinner just the two of us, ever ( Read more... )

Well, after this weekend, I realized sometimes caring is often looked at as controlling. He just really really cares, or I'm seriously brain washed.
Chris has never seen my high, until last night.
Not to mention, see my flip cup sk1llz, or me at a crazy house party.

and I don't think he wants to anymore hahaha.

Anyone who has seen me smoke pot, knows ( Read more... )

This week has been a total mess, and so stressful ( Read more... )

So I really want,
"You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins"
 tattooed on my rib cage or on the back of my neck.

or something pretty that is lyrics.

I have a month left to figure it out.

So saturday is Chris' brithday, and the following saturday is valentines day, I think I'm going to wait it out... cause maybe his restrictions are ( Read more... )

I mean, really?

How could I even say I'm prefectly content? 
Being in love is a joke at age 17, I don't care how fucking idolistic you are, it's not fucking practical.
Do not argue with me.
I don't care if you find it fucked up that I don't think that I am going to end up marring someone I'm dating my senior year in highschool.
It's the practical way ( Read more... )

So drunjk.
Too high.

Ocran shitttttty. <3 ya dig. Hrjwitbhj32k love uou

Mmm.
Brand new.
Laying in bed with chris.
Bloggin

New note : chris pisses me off when he tells SHOWS his parents our wild berry flavored ... "sexual liquid enhancements". Asshole.

Besides that.

Brand new is amazing. I wanna see them again again again! <3 ( Read more... )