i've lost my phone :( and even though i never feel very attatched to it anyway, now i feel a bit lost ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

 i do appreciate people worrying about me but if i tell them not to, ask them not to and beg them not to then how is it fair to blame me for them worrying and feeling shit ( Read more... )

 Still after all I gave it's not enough for you.

Well, I can't give any more,
So now I'm giving up.
'Cause nothing's ever good enough.

go find someone else

 i am so in love with this song.true kh style.

i feel so fucking vile. i know some of its my own fault but its scaring me :( i cant even get up without almost passing out and keep getting sick every few minutes, and i keep freezing or burning up and jumping and seeing things. it wasnt this bad last time, i think its my head being cut, but there's no ( Read more... )

i really do not want to move  
it's all gone a bit shit :(

today just made me so fucking sad.i felt so ill all morning, everything was spinning and i ended up falling asleep on pia so she made me have a sleep lol. what am i going to do without her and holly :(
seriously?
sat in the pub in the end cos it was so cold and i cant stop shivering.iv had two ( Read more... )

 I only wanted you to feel,
How I thought you deserved to feel.
The way you always said you wanted to.

You wanted all we have to be real,
And every word we say to be true.
Still after all I gave it's not enough for you.

Well, I can't give any more,
So now I'm giving up.
'Cause nothing's ever good enough.

And the more I try to pour,
The less I fill your cup.
' ( Read more... )

 i feel so shit, i was so wasted last night lol. oops ( Read more... )

 im too drunk and sad to care :( or know what im doing
:( i dont want to leave :(

why am i?
seriously :(

 if i move i'll leave everything to do with jas behind :( 
i cant do that :( i know he'llv moved on and forgotten me but i miss him so badly
i cant move :(
its all against me moving
i dont know why i might be?
i dont know anything :(