yeah... I just got called an asshole... by Krissy... you guys don't really know her, but she's one of my closest friends... and then another friend, Jess... was acting weird too... but now I'm beginning to see, that life isn't always what you want it to be, and friends don't always like you... or talk to you... but one thing will remain the same, ( Read more... )

For those of you who thought I put my last post on here for pity, I honestly don't know how you could think that, but oh well. that's life... I put it on here because, I CARE! and I can't help that. I'm sorry if I offended you in any way because it was utterly unintentional. I miss you guys so freaking much right now! I never get to hang out with ( Read more... )

Friday, June 3rd, 2005 ( Read more... )

Well... a lot has been going on lately... so I'm just gonna rant and rave, and if you wanna read something positive, I wouldn't really recommend reading this... well... here goes ( Read more... )

yeah... a lot going on lately... I got a speeding ticket sunday... first time my parents let me drive since the accident and I hafta get a ticket... but my dad's van is gay! the speedometer said like 62 and the cop said he got me at 71... so I was pretty pissed about that... but yeah... I've realized that despite all that's happened recently, I can ( Read more... )

yeah... been a while since I posted... well here goes... Wow... yeah... too much has been going on lately... Crazy... I just want to apologize to you guys for before, it was just a lot to handle at the time... I know that what I did was unforgivable, and that the only thing that I can do is ask for a second chance... but I've been thinking a lot ( Read more... )

What the fuck is wrong with people?! goddammit all! why the fuck do people take things as they see it? why are they so easily dissuaded? why does she believe that's the way I am? that I just "check" girls off my list after they say no? after knowing me for 7 months how can she see it that way? am I really like that? do I just check girls off the ( Read more... )

dang... things just don't wanna get better do they? today I got in a car accident... just when I thought things couldn't get any worse they do... I totalled my van... I messed my back and neck up really really bad and they hurt like hell right now... I can't write much more right now, but I'll try and update and fill ya'll in on the whole story ( Read more... )

Who am I? or actually... WHAT am I? If you were to ask me right now I'd tell you the truth for once in my life, I am a two-bit, two-faced, damn, mother-fuckin lying son-of-a-bitch that can't help anyone worth the shit! and that's fuckin true too goddammit!!!!!!!!!!! I've been thinking about a lot lately, and that's the only logical conclusion that ( Read more... )

yeah... yesterday had to be the single most worst day of my life! I got up at 6 after 2 hours of sleep... then my parents made me go up to burnsville with them to my cousins confirmation, and I had to go up seperate cuz I had to come back right after and go to work... and it's like 2 hours away and on the way back I almost fell asleep a few times ( Read more... )