How did I fall in love with Kelly? Why on earth did she ever agree to fall into my bed, and how did she worm her way into my heart so deeply it hurts to think of us ever being apart..? I look at us now, and I look in her eyes, and I melt. And Kelly, so humble.. I pour my heart out to her and she smiles that little smile at me and tells me she ( Read more... )

The session was.. interesting to say in the least.. and over the phone.  *sighs lightly*  Can someone please turn a light on for me?  I hate being left in the dark.

I don't know how long it's been since I've done a picture entry, much less of myself.  So, I think I'm going to go ahead and do that.  I love you Kelly.  Enjoy!  And Aaron, when you ( Read more... )

We're in Tokyo now, more shows coming up.  But I thought I'd do this survey.

( Look here )

It's been a while since my last update, I know. But I figured I might as well get that done right now. China is amazing, the fans are amazing, the people are amazing. And I'm just having an all around great time. I've gotten back into the groove with the guys and it's almost like we never left. I've just really missed.. this. I've also got ( Read more... )

Time for an update, so here.  I'm fighting sleepiness right now, as exhausted as I am.

Kelly and I had a very good talk last night and she told me that she loved me and I was able to say it back again without having to worry about her reaction.  But it's a wonderful feeling, I'm extremely lucky.  We talked about a lot of things though, including ( Read more... )

So there really is such a thing as paradise ( Read more... )

I figure it's time I update.  I bet you're all expecting something somewhat philosophical to be put in here, huh?  Sorry to say, but that's not going to happen right now.  I don't usually get all deep unless something has really got me down or I'm extremely happy.  I'm not really either of those right now, but I'm on my way.  I really think I'm on ( Read more... )

I'm not being fair to anyone really.. not at all ( Read more... )

I am a heartless son of a bitch.. at least, that’s how I feel right now. Summer is almost over, but the changes continue to pile around me and drown me into an abyss of something unfamiliar. The blue in my eyes keeps fading while I continue to lash through these little surprises that lfe hands me.

But Nick, you’re so composed!

Feeble attempts to ( Read more... )

Where was I when the world slipped from beneath my feet?

-Nick

( A song )