bleh been so long since i've written anything here geuss it went away with the wind heh lol

oh well jsut updating and saying hiya everyoen who actually looks at this lol and for those who dont FUCK YOU VERY HARD HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHA.....oh yeah and have a horrible life......have a nice day lol

I geuss i'm just losing my mind which i never had.The random pains the random anger....everything that has to be random...i dont know anymore ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going wrong with my head i think I'm just retarded sometimes. it seems like some people don't really trust me. anyway I don't think that's the reason I'm writing this to everyone ( Read more... )

Since when is the person you love suppsoe to liek pissing you off for no apparent reason ( Read more... )

i dont know whats going on with my feelings i just feel like i'm so far away from even my fiance i hate this feeling. i hate not knowing if i'm the only one of the two of us that is feeling like this.whenever i ask her if anythign is wrong she says nothings wrong. how can i tell whats wrong without being told. I can't it's that simple. I just want ( Read more... )

Halloween came and Halloween has gone as quick as it had come.Yet For some reason i still feel like shit. ~Sigh ( Read more... )

Hey everybody been awhile since i've updated this thing.Life's still good as it should be.Some things could be changed but i dont want anything to change.Because I like how everything is.Other then that there isnt much to say. Who knows maybe in a few days i'll have more to say ( Read more... )

"If the world was ending in 3 hours, what would YOU do to end it ( Read more... )

HEHE I am the ruler MWUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

feel free to comment or do it yourself and post iut here lol

The what if i update this lj right now or not decision lol ( Read more... )