i never thought that i would find the words to how i feel from a movie such as "the incredibles".. but i was watching it with my little cousins tonight while babysitting them and there is this one part ( Read more... )

i cannot wait to go back to school ( Read more... )

i decided that regardless of what is going on and how shitty the weather is here, im going to stop laying around the house, doing nothing. i start work on monday and i will also start working out again. i felt so good when i did it but i just dont have the motivation or energy to do anything lately. i want to feel good about myself again.. so thats ( Read more... )

for the most part; my life has totally been falling apart since i got home from school. i know im so much better off than millions of other people in this world -- i feel stupid complaining when i think of dan. i just wanted to say thank you brendon matthew thomas for being my constant in life. you mean more to me then you will ever know ( Read more... )

brookfield was awesome<33
this week will consist of gearing up for tour which will be AWESOME!! although there are some people im really going to miss seeing over the two weeks..
<33 PEACE

im sick of the lovey dovey stuff i read in people's member info. i know it sounds stupid but; i used to have that.. and now i dont.

i barely slept last night because tyler and i got into a big fight and it ended on a horrible note of him pretty much saying "im too busy hanging out and getting fucked up with my friends to listen to you and work things out so bye." i sent him a text this morning because i couldnt sleep and he told me he didnt go to work because he was too tired ( Read more... )

ahh i feel like absolute shit. i puked a lot this morning which was anything but fun ( Read more... )

lots to update about but ill try to keep it short.
*i went with christina<3 to see danny. it was really hard, but im so glad i went. we spent the whole day with him and i cant wait to go back and hear his laugh.
*i went to see the good life with b, sar, and matty. what an amazing ( Read more... )

apuddledive: i just wanted to pass on part of an e-mail i got from dan's mom today ( Read more... )