Well this is it. I made it to collage, and i'm kind of twisted inside. But i think most kids feel the same way. I know once i get into San Diego things for me will be very different, will be better. And i know that i will not be able to write like i used to because i will never be by myself, and i can't express what i'm feeling or how i've been ( Read more... )

Your not good enough. Shut the Fuck up and Sit Down. No matter how far they go or how much they hurt when they look in the mirror all they can see is Get Up you Pussy. The people that always have to be at the top. The people that are pushing themselves harder and harder every day just to have one day of pure satisfacton. The people who are ( Read more... )

The other night i had this dream about Sarah (Brian's Sister) and how Brian is gone. The fact that he'll never come back and to see Sarah by herself just made me so sad. To watch her have to fight through it, with nothing she could do or i could do. It was me and Sarah together with no best friend, with no brother. I was extremely sad, i started ( Read more... )

To me a good song is not how hard it hits in the car, or how it can shake the dance floor, but how it makes you feel. Like something you can relate to, that makes you want to cry or instantly happy through golden tears. The best songs for me are the Slowjams, the ones where i sing over and over and can't get out of my head. The ones where i ( Read more... )

You know what strikes me as completely wierd. Is to end up liking one of your friends that you used to grow up with. The one that would run around giggling with you, playing in the flowers, who you thought oh my god that girl is crazy, ewww. Then later she dresses up and totally catches you by suprise and you're like oh my god that girl is ( Read more... )

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Priorties come first. You know it doesn't really matter how you feel that day or what your attitude is. Its the shit you get done that counts. Cause when i look back i can't say oh i didnt feel good that day or i was to tired. That's shit. To keep fighting even when you're allready done. To Get up early and end late and never stop is what its ( Read more... )

i just learned something. The best answer to give to somebody can be no answer at all. Why, cause then they have no idea what your thinking or what your answer actually is. It could be the best answer you have ever thought of or you might of said something really gay. But who knows really. Then walk away. Then the other person might get ( Read more... )

Here we go again..Alright so i called this girl (lets call her Jenni) so i called her early that day and asked to hang out. So she said sure and we were going to hang out after softball practice. Then later that night some girls call me up and they want to hang out, and i tell them i cant because i hanging out with Jenni tonight. They said okay ( Read more... )