Comments | nicklegit: Open Your Eyes

nicklegit

Open Your Eyes

Apr 14, 2003 00:30

You can be chasing something forever, until you realize what you've been chasing has been right in front of you...Why am i always tring to chase the girl just out of reach, when there is one right next to me ( Read more... )

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what about.... anonymous April 14 2003, 11:23:49 UTC

ok, i like a girl, she likes me back. i want to be with her, she wants to be with me. Why are we not together? because she wants some time. What is time? Why is time keeping us apart when we both want to be together. I am a senior in highschool... i will be gone in a few months... time is my enemy right now... but this girl is not one that you just walk away from. I have my eyes open, but focused.the clock is ticking, and all i can do is just wait it out.
Nick, get me the damn code so i dont have to bitch to you in responces.

**WinDstream** anonymous April 14 2003, 16:29:18 UTC

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go

theoleander April 15 2003, 14:16:07 UTC

in taking no risks
you are really risking everything

(anthea paul)

Your Risks Are..... theoleander April 28 2003, 12:30:39 UTC

1) Going outside 2) Looking in a mirror 3) Seeing a male dog in heat 4) SEEING YOUR MOTHER

Re: Your Risks Are..... theoleander April 28 2003, 13:54:05 UTC

are you talking about me? if you are...

1.) WHY?
2.) do i know you?

Re: Your Risks Are..... nicklegit April 28 2003, 22:27:06 UTC

hey,
what the hell, i got hella shit in my box, but i dont see those entries up on the page, did LJ delete them?
ay dont worry about it cat.. its all good

Thread 8

anonymous April 15 2003, 21:14:39 UTC

Nick i had no idea you had this much goin on in your head, dont take that the wrong way... i dont think you are dumb or blank or sumthing but i just thought you were a little goofy. i read your whole page it makes me think. its weird how u say you can write things on here that you cant tell your best friends.. but arent you telling random poeple your thoughts now? mabye i need to open my eyes and see whats beyond the surface. i have more to say but i cant find the words ill talk to you later.

nicklegit April 16 2003, 00:19:57 UTC

Yeah some of my entries are really personal to me. I wouldn't give anything to have them taken from me. Its just a piece. This is me and some pain that hit me to the heart, and i've learned that i don't give a shit if you dont like me or what i have to say. What i've been through you can't take away, this is what makes me. I just want to get my voice out. I want people to know what im about. Most people like me and can finally see who i am. Im not just some faggot kid, i've been hit with some blows and i got battle wounds that only some can see.
For example "oh that's a pritty cross". - Yeah Bitch you don't even know...

Private matters told to the public brendan429 April 24 2003, 18:46:15 UTC

Ok, it is so much easier to pour out your heart and soul online where there are no eyes watching your every move. I find it easier to just write how I feel than to actually communicate with others in person.

zennzay April 30 2003, 22:36:07 UTC

Okay you probably won't even read this because its kind of a late posting, but I felt like writing it anyway. I was just thinking about how you want to take risks with girls and I applaud you. I don't understand how boys can do it all the time. Why they're the ones that always take the risks. They can tell a girl they like her and I have the hardest time telling someone I like them. I don't understand what my problem is. I know that if they don't like me, I'll get over it, but I can't take the humiliation. On the other hand, it seems like just because someone thinks you're attractive, you feel the need to like her back. If there are no feelings there, I don't think you should feel like you have to force them. I know this girl that has low self confidence. She has a two year boyfriend who is wonderful..he is so good to her...and guys still like her. And because she is so insecure, she feels like she has to get with them. (and she still has the boyfriend) I think its her way of feeling loved, even though she may not feel anything for ( ... )