i just want to say merry christmas and a happy new year to everyone i hope the new year brings everyone great happyness!

well here i am writing in this love;y journal right now it is all i have to speak to because there is no one around. How come life has always been a pain in my ass did i do something wrong to get god mad at me i must have. everytime i try to make a move in life or anything in such manner it gets fucked over. I seem to be the problem in most of my ( Read more... )

Holy Crap I have not wrote on this thing forever but, meh not a big deal. So what has been up in my life lately well stuff. Good and bad but, whatever I deal with it. And yeah right now im totally sick which fucking sucks so much because it is still summer and i never get sick in the summer time. And well that is pretty much all i have on my mind ( Read more... )

yeah what a fucking piece of shit day it sucked these last fucking months care but does anyone care what i feel or think no do i care not any more will i die yeah maybe soon! will anyone notice probably not do i care no because no seems to notice me anyways i feellike im just there as a person people use i feel like im no one i feel like i have no ( Read more... )

You're so blind ( Read more... )

what a very shitty reading week it was very stressful im going to sum my week up like this R.I.P M.G you will be missed:( that is everyones over cast of my week

who crap today is so boring at school it is just one of those dayz nothing much going.... don't know why i came today o well... tommorrow is going to be a bit more busy because i have to go to work all day pretty much 8 in the morning until 830 at night fun fun but money o yeah... so yeah nothing much happing really this week and my friend left me ( Read more... )

omg what an early morning today im here at school yahoo doing nothing right now well that will be pretty much my whole day then after school going out probably with my cosins because they still owe me a birthday drink lool... and then tommorrow it is off to work at the cookie place with rach and her sister and then right after that off to work at ( Read more... )

phoniex was awesome got totally wasted cant wait until the next time we go there o yeah peace

well my week has been stressful because of school starting and crap and i figuring out somethings and getting organizied... umm peoples at work have been pushing my buttons and really pissing me off asking me to do these stupid jobs and bascially just tell them to screw themselves.. ummm what else i have to work tonight yahoo and tommorrow then off ( Read more... )