thursday after school me kelly and hazel went to eat and then we went to alexandrias house and chilled then we picked up my brother and went to pick up telly , then we went to my house so that hazel, telly, and kelly could get ready to perform at riviera. we went to riviera and they performed they did awsome as usual =] !! then after we went to eat ( Read more... )

i am EXTREMELY fustrated right now with alot of shit and it fucking suckz big ass dick!!! part of all my fustration is due to the fact that i usually stay quiet and keep whatever im feeling inside until it slowly and painfully eats me away, and im not sure if i should just tell people how i feel ....... a part of me wants to, so that i know if im ( Read more... )

vacation is almost over, so you can only imagine how happy i am about going back to school =[ .well my dad took down the last of the hurricane shutters wich was mines and my brothers room , that suckz so much im really gunna miss those wonderful pieces of metal that would allow me to hibernate at whatever hour of the day (tear)...... not much to ( Read more... )

These are some old pix i never posted. enjoy.


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w0w.... i have'nt updated in over a month!!! well here goes nothing ... ummmm i have'nt been putting my ALL into my school work , wich doesnt really surprise me cuz i always worry about having fun and not about what really matters like things that shape my future... but im gunna honestly try my hardest from now on. man ppl must think im crazy , cuz ( Read more... )

the real me...cold and lonely ( Read more... )

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why dont i know what i want ?!!? why can't i just stop thinking and just take action for once ?!!? why is it soooo HARD for me to believe in myself ?!!? why can't i have the confidence to accomplish the things that i want to do ?!!? why? i just sit here and ask myself , why?

.:Natalie:.

well on saturday me and Kelly went to bird bowl , were we met up w/Manny and Joe and played pool!!! yay! 4 us!! me and Joe lost to Manny and Kelly, but thats ok cuz me and Joe r still the shit!! lol well after we finished playing pool , we went to taco bell... then on r way home we stopped at Hermann's house!!! yay!! 4 me!! and thankz god that i ( Read more... )

wow!!! yesturday did'nt start off to wonderfull , due to an F on my math quiz and excruciating back pain!!! but then Hermann walked me to my car after school and he carried my books!!! yay! 4 me!! that was so sweet! well when i got home my parents said that me and Kelly could go out if we did groceries and u know we were like , hell yea! lol so we ( Read more... )