I just feel like stating that I have been single for almost 2 and a half years now. Who would have thunk it? A year and a half of that time period I spent completely abstinent. For almost a year now, I have been used, emotionally abused and I am still very abusive, myself ( Read more... )

Personality disorders affect about 10% of the general population. This group of mental disorders is defined by maladaptive personality characteristics that have a consistent and serious effect on work and interpersonal relationships. DSM-IV defines ten categories of personality disorder. Of these, Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is the most ( Read more... )

...Is peace. All I really want is peace. I ask for nothing more during this time in my life.

So yeah, my Halloween costume rocked! I have never felt more balanced and comfortable in my life. I think it would be rad if I was actually both male and female or if it really didn't matter what gender I was. I would never have to worry! I could like, marry myself and never be alone and all that junk (maybe even make love to myself *tee hee*). So ( Read more... )

Last night I won 3rd place in a costume contest at Diablo's/ Downtown Lounge!! $200 baby!! I guess all the time I spent on my outfit was well worth it. Not to mention growing out stubble on one of my eyebrows for a month to get the right effect. As usual, i will post pictures when I get them developed.

I'm in it! *grins*

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The Red King show on Sunday night was amazing!! I don't even know how to appropriately express how grateful I am to have been a part of the performance. I love the phosphorus fairy!
Now I must be headed to bed. For I am going to be in a music video tomorrow. I said "be headed"...

I lost the left side of my left pinkie. It has gone missing and bloody... and I didn't break a nail. I should have taken pictures... Pictures... oh yeah. Here are some pictures I've been meaning to post.


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When I have a BM in the AM I feel a lot better in the PM ( Read more... )

I am grateful that I have become who I am today. If it weren't for some of the traumatizing experiences I have had throughout my life, I would not have the strength that I possess in this moment. I am in love and I am alone. I feel at peace with the moments I have with myself. I know that what I feel inside is mine and no one can take it away from ( Read more... )