i miss you.
unfortionately you're somebody i spend lots of time thinking about.
i hate it and love it at the same time.

i miss you unconditonally&love you more.

I think i'm sick of fake smiles and your face RIGHT there when i close my eyes; and your voice when i sleep at night.
i can't take this anymore. I can't do it.

noone uses lj anymore do they?

well;
I got extentionnns :]


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my cat died.
:'[
i serioiusly think my heard broke;
when i started crying, my chest actualy felt like somebody punched me in it.
i can't believe i was here to witness all of that;
i would have done anything to take it away.

rest in peace gizmo. you'll always be my dizzy gizzy baby boy.
i promise.

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i have a new computer.
brand new.
it's too cool for words.

besides thattt;
yeah.
things have been the BEST.
and things have really sucked.

got my new nextel
gimme yo # !!!

today was lovely.
i do love my bf.
he hates me tho :]

hug me bitchez.
lalalalalalallvoe

ick.
being sick stinks.

i probably should have gone to school today.
and i probably should have goten a phone so i can see if the bf's alright.
and i should probably look for another job.
i want my lip peirced.
bad.

♥

i love sunnnnny weather. omg

does everybody have to let me the fuck down.

uhmm.
i love talking to myyselff.
and not getting what i think i unselfishly deserve.

i miss my friends.
i need a car so i can go hang out with some friends.
make a date with me.
where's my giiirrls.
i neeeed you guys.
gimme a call ngrrz !