God, I don't know what my deal is. I'm so miserable with everything. I am back to my "bad" way of thinking. I want to go away to a place where things are happy. I'm tired emotionally. I want things to be calm. Its been about 5 months since the hospital and I've been doing quite well actually. But I get this feeling about a month before I am ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. I've been consumed with so much stuff. My boyfriend and I broke up....therefore i did not move to Michigan. My roomie and I are getting a new apartment april 1st. We go to sign the lease tomorrow. Its a 3 bedroom, 2 bath, den, 1300sq/ft for only $650 a month and water and heat are paid for. We are paying almost $ ( Read more... )

Well I am counting down the days till I leave. My roommate and I talked and worked out some things. She didn't trust me enough to send the money for rent until april since our lease isn't up until april. She gave me a kitten for christmas and she has gotton so attached to her, so she told me that if I gave her Jada then she would knock of aprils ( Read more... )

Well I was supposed to move on the 26th of this month but now my roommate is threatening to sue me if I don't give her 3 months of rent up front when we had agreed for me to send her my part of rent till april since our lease isn't up till april. So now I'm not going to be able to move till the beginning of april and I'm so upset. I was so happy ( Read more... )

Hi to everyone that cares enough to read these...haven't received any posts yet which is disappointing, but oh well ( Read more... )

As I don't have a lot of friends on LJ yet, I would like to obtain some. My very close friend erin introduced me to Live Journal about a year ago. Hope she doesn't mind...but her user name is DistortedPsyche and she is the most kindest, caring, loving person I have known over the years and I love her dearly ( Read more... )