I'm hurting really ad right now because almost everyone i talk to about ian and me breaking up..they have to say something bad about him and its really hurting my feelings because i dont feel that way about him at all nor will i ever. He treated me so well when we were going out..even if it was all one big lie. It was a sweet lie for awhile. I mean ( Read more... )

Today Ian broke up with me. =( I'm not really too sure why..its really confusing for me. But he broke my heart and I still want him. I've never felt this way about a guy before...everything about him. I don't know what I'm going to do but i feel so empty inside now. Nothing i do or say will get him back cause he claims its not me its him. I just ( Read more... )

Hey you guys! I have an adorable little kitty and I named her Skittles..she needs a good home because she's been abandoned and has been living outside. She gets scared of a lot..and i think that if someone cared for her and loved on her then she would feel less scared. She's orange and has a cute little scrunchy face!!! If any of you would like to ( Read more... )

Well..today started off seemingly well. I was able to get my yellow prom dress..its gorgeous..i look like belle in it lol. We ended up getting it for only $271 which was awesome. But I must say that the entire day i felt like crap. I have this horrible cough..and i sometimes lose my voice for like..an hour lol..i sound like a man. well ne ways.i ( Read more... )

Lately, I haven't liked the person that I'm changing into. I think im way too straightforward..i really should keep my mouth shut in certain situations but sometimes i feel like the situation calls for me to state my opinion. I guess that's one of my major weaknesses..something that definitely needs to be worked on ( Read more... )

This Easter wasn't as exciting as it usually is because my grandpa underwent surgery recently and didn't feel up to having it. It was better off though because it was kind of a gloomy day. We would have just been cooped up in the house and wouldn't have had anything to do. Oh well. But later on we did go to Mimi's house and I got to bring Ian with ( Read more... )

Alright so..i have a group of people who think they are cool at my school. They find it necessary to make me the talk of the lunch table or some junk like that. Really..it shouldn't bother me but it does. I feel really bad for them that they have nothing MORE important than myself to talk about. But hey..people get bored and need material to talk ( Read more... )

Well..I'm finally getting up and moving around. I've been feeling crappy like the entire week which sucked =( Like, this morning I woke up around 11ish or so and I decided to take a shower thinking maybe my aching muscles would feel better. Yea..that didn't work out too well. So then I proceeded to eat a little something for breakfast and I ( Read more... )

Well..today was a great day. Everyday that i spend with ian is wonderful. =) Last night or this morning or somtehing lol ian helped me with my portfolio piece. He's so incredibly sweet!!!! He stayed up til 3 in the morning helping me revise it. He started getting really weird, as did i, so i was like ok maybe we need to go to sleep lol. He has ( Read more... )

Oh wow..i had the most awesome night tonight with my baby ian. Ian is the sweetest guy ive ever laid eyes on and NEVER in my life shown so much affection to a guy. That means your very special to me ian =). You've treated me far better then any guy ever has in my life. Thanx for all that you've already done for me and for that sweet love letter. ( Read more... )