I officially suck at life DSFHHDSFHDSF. I'm so mad at myself lol. I thought maybe id actually get my liscense today..but nooo. I hit the damn barraade or whatever the crap that thing was. I knew i was gonna do bad at the parallel parking..thats why i havent gotten my liscense for a while now. I wasafraid id do bad on the parallel parking. Yep. The ( Read more... )

Well folks..ian is no longer an issue..hes more of a speck of nothingness...if you want to call it a speck....eh..maybe a dirty smudge..either way ( Read more... )

im so heated right now..i want NOTHIHNG to do with guys right now. Fucken assholes. I hope oyu realize what you're losing because you will NEVER have a chance with me again. I tried being nice thinking ohh..maybe hes changed..everyone deserves a 2nd chance. yea the fuck right. When you make plans with someone..and then they change it on you..and ( Read more... )

Alright so i have a revelation..i figure i better get this out in the open before school is officially over and i no longer see this guy. Ok..i think i can do it..here i go ( Read more... )

School has officially ended and all of a sudden its hit me like a ton of bricks. I've really been thinking about everything..all these memories i had of school and of all my friends..of all the awesome people i met at male. It's really upsetting to think about. All of these great people i met..i know im going to lose contact with some of them ( Read more... )

I'd like to first start this off by telling everyone that went to males prom..you guys looked awesome!!! I was so excited and everything about seeing all of you dressed up. Everyone looked so elegant and cute! My whole prom experience was definitely entertaining..I've always wanted my life to be totally random and it finally is looking that way. ( Read more... )

I decided today at the last minute that i would go over to kristens house and spend the night the entire weekend because i had this whole weekend off basically. Something that doesn't happen much! I'm really glad i decided to because we went babysitting and those kids are hilarious. I love them to death. i hope that when i have kids, that they are ( Read more... )

I decided not to go to school today because i need more of a break then just the weekend. I'm getting so stressed out over everything that it's unreal. So..I'm just using today as my relaxing day. I didn't get to finish my report last night which is another reason why i stayed home. Procrastination..my weakest fault lol. It gets me into trouble. I ( Read more... )

i found out ian was high at stephs party..and he told me he wasnt. I wonder how many other times he lied to me about that stuff. =( Sometimes i wonder why im so darn gullible. All these people feed me lines..and their all lies..LIES. I love ian still..and i would do ne thing to have him back..just to start over with it all..but i cant. I have to be ( Read more... )

This morning when i woke up i was feeling really depressive because last night i had a dream. In the dream, i had called over at ians house and someone picked up and was like stop asking for ian..stop calling here..he doesn't want to talk to you. He doesn't want you ne more. Well in my dream and in reality this really tore me up. Then in my dream ( Read more... )