Please, please forgive me ( Read more... )

what is gonna happen now?

USMC has reappeared ....

YOU dont know my feelings - and its killing me inside....

So maybe you thought I forgot about you all - but I didnt....I've been keeping up with the shit that everyone is going through, and I know that I'm going through the same things to. I read all my HS friends diaries and they're all going through the same "I cant wait to get the hell outta here" and while I know that I'm unbelievably happy here - I ( Read more... )

what am I getting myself into....I really dont want to go anymore - I just want to stay at home....please dont make me go :(:(:(:(:(

Had to go up to Orono today to do a work study orientation - I GET TO WORK WITH LIL BABIES :) how cute.... but it was horrible getting up at 5am so that I could be there on time....that was rough....damnit..I did drive around campus though - I cannot believe or even take in the fact that I am going to be up there - on my own, in just two days...its ( Read more... )

I've found that I'm doing much better with accepting that I'm going to be on my own in such a short period of time. If I didnt have the late night chats with my roommate of all the cool things we'll be doing - getting our sea monkeys :) and decorating, then I think that I would be ready to back out and not go.....even though I cant imagine myself ( Read more... )

Thank you to all of those who have loved me throughout everything I have gone through, you will always be with me forever.

Never compromise yourself, you are the only one you have....live for you, and enjoy all of it.

You dont know what you have till its gone....aint it the truth

While one member of the USMarineCorp may be an ass, not all of them ( Read more... )

While being stood up by DJ tonight - I had the chance to really tell my mom just how nervous, and scared I was about going to school - about not being able to make friends, about being forgotten about by those who I used to be with always, and how I felt like I just couldnt do it .... as I got the normal "you're just getting nervous" and "you'll do ( Read more... )

She put him out ( Read more... )

WELL - let's try this again... even though now I'm sure I will leave something out from the first entry that I wrote and then lost....cause I'm a loserface.

Moving along, I realized that I only have less than 21 days left here in Wells, around the people I love, around my amylou, around my mom and dad, my dogs, and the town that I grew up in. I am ( Read more... )