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[nicolesneurosis]

I told people that if i went on a mood stabilizer, if I lost my manic periods, I would become lame. They said, "you'll always be Nicole" and "you'll just be more normal". Maybe this is just plain depression, not manic. I feel worse, I'm still sad, just slowed down. People don't call me anymore. I take that back: jen and brett still do. I was

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[technowhore]

yeah its a gross feeling.
I have evenings like that as well where I just feel mopey and sad/lame/incapable of functioning.

It comes and goes, but its something I guess I've kind of gotten used to.

[wheresmysmokes]

after all this shit, we've both been dealing with...
Seeing you will be exactly what i need next weekend.