well it was a head rush.......... a good one.. you know how you want something realy bad and you know you cant have it... well then your not really worried about it any more and then all the sudden they want it..... why cant we ever finish though..... i have no regrets this time atleast.... old e 40's and mary jane... rolling balls... and hickies

weell its been awhile....... im at work and i have nothing to do so i thought maybe i would update........ i have been doing pretty good...... i stopped talking to matt for a while because he blacked my eye... but we hung out for a while yesterday.. i smoked a blunt with him.......he told me he still loved me and shit.. and i mean i still love him ( Read more... )

well im in school.... 7th period... woot woot.. goin home....except i really dont wanna go home.....it sucks their.... i want to live with my mom.. although i know i really dont....i wanna live with my old mom... the one i used to have when i was like 9 i lost her.... tears.....no no nicole dont cry in school.....ahhhhhh i hate being depressed... ( Read more... )

"how can you just walk on by .. without one tear
in your eye .. don`t you have the slightest feeling
left for me .. maybe thats just your way of dealing
with the pain .. forgetting everything between
our rise && fall .. like we never loved at all"- F. Hill

well the conversation was lousy.. but the sex was good.....lol anyway ( Read more... )

what? i just realized i could put pix on this bitch.... oh geez... ima have sooooo many pix for yall.... ok so anyways i suppose ill update for the first time for real to actually tell u guys how i have been soooo hear it goes since im finally home long enough...... im doing pretty damn good... for the circumstances.... alot of shit that i have ( Read more... )

well tommorow my grandparents are leaving .. off to vegas they go...my mom called the police on me ...lol.. how stupid.. she was already pissed at me and i jumped on my lil sister and hit her.... then my mom was like "if you dont stop ill call the police.." i was like "call the po po hoe!".. lol she did...well i went to matts friday... dont even ( Read more... )

lol i hate scared ass people who get there ass kicked then have all their friends try and jump the person b/c the one that got her ass kicked is to fucking scared.. grrr that makes me mad.. i mean its sooooo shady..she wanted to fight so i faught her i mean damn everyone told her she was gonna get her ass beat...i even told her before she went up ( Read more... )

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well its been a long ass time since i even thought about lj...but i just happend to think and well started typin... shit is pretty good.. im happy.. im over matt.. and i really like someone else.. and hey maybe it will work...he is really awsome he sometimes likes to hide his coolness though...but i know he has it in their.. but ne who...i have to ( Read more... )