Comments | nicolie_ollie: im so fucking mad

nicolie_ollie

im so fucking mad

Jul 21, 2005 11:54

goshhh im mad as hell bitch!.... me and matt broke up... im tired of the bull shit... he gets all fucking jealus and shit and bitches at me for TALKING to a guy but when he is telling a chick that he is naked with me on the phone is ok... i flipped i told him to go fuck hisself.. fuck that i deserve better... i mean damn im not that bad am i?i mean ( Read more... )

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____polyamorous July 21 2005, 17:04:23 UTC

If you're getting shitty guys now, the guys'll get even worse if when you're a druggy whore. I'm happy you're clean.

nicolie_ollie July 21 2005, 19:46:07 UTC

yea im happy im clean too... its hard though

____polyamorous July 21 2005, 23:00:33 UTC

It gets easier after a while, you get used to it. I've done it before and I know you can. It doesn't mean you have to be like "OMFG I'M DRUG FREE! DRUGS ARE BAD, YOU SHOULDNT DO DRUGS, I DONT DO DRUGS!" So yeah...ILU

nicolie_ollie July 22 2005, 02:59:20 UTC

totally... i understand... but people are getting mad at me ya know they are like wait nicole off of drugs oh no ur going to be even more emo and ur not going to be fun any more! so im like maybe one wont hurt.. and thats not good... i need someone i know i can talk to when it gets bad... and i definitly cant talk to my boyfriend.. he is a morphine/pot/meth head so what do i do ya know... ilu more!

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im rad.. ur rad.. lets hug nicolie_ollie July 22 2005, 15:38:31 UTC

thanx anne i really am serious and i could use your help..matt told me he would support me.. we talked and he said whatever decision i make he is going to back me up...lol and he told me he had a morning boner this morning..... lol ohhhhh nooo i love you wayyyyyyyyyyyy more... totally!