i just took a shower... im lazy... now even more lazy.. i have the i dont give a fuck attitude right now...and im also very jealus like.. im not a very jealus person.. at all but i am right now...i mean why does he have to go to the mall every fucking day ya know...im on the phone with him right and he is like hold on i have a call and its cripps ( Read more... )

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.... so wont you kill me... so i die happy...

im bored... i want to do something

its like all of my hopes and dreams went down the drain...i feel so down and emo right now...i have been puking all day.. im dieing its came to that point..
im probably just over reacting.. my doctor scared the hell out of me though.. he is a quack... kinda like the doctor that said i wouldnt live to see 5.. fucking assholes...they dont know shit..

it sucks so bad to be sick.... i have to take meds that make me all calm and loser like...ughh goshhhhhhh i guess its back to the loser like calm nicole that hardly ever talks.. and doesnt do drugs because she cant!

matt...i want to fuck you
me... im on my period
matt...ewwwwwwww!
ian...dude you can just clean up afterwards..
me...ian shut up

well im up really early this morning.. it might sound weird but all i want to do is touch my matt.... i miss him.. he is so sexy...i havent had sex in so long i feel like a virgin...ahhhhhhhhhh i need it.. call me a slut if ya want but i want sex bad... is there something wrong with me?? and its not just because im horny either... i want to feel ( Read more... )

more like her blood on my hands and her tounge on my clit...stupid bitches.. they dont know whats coming for em..soon soon

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well buddies i went mad yesterday.. i think its just the pms but i was mad..."were all mad here".....i dont know what i was babbling on about but im not changing who i am..especially for a bunch of hooker boot messed up teeth bitches... fuck that.. its not my style...i have been acting a lil different though.. i guess because i realized that i ( Read more... )

ha ha emo eh!? i have everyones fucking emo! im not emo... yea i like the fucking used and other shit but damn i love fucking kitty too does that make me something also! thats it nicole is fucking done being emo! ill show u bitches who i am.. the cats out of the bag... im fucking free here i go and all u stupid dollie fucking cunt rags better watch ( Read more... )