Wow, things have been quite chaotic as of recent. Looking back at prior entries have really returned me to a spot where I once was. It's been over a year since I've posted in here... So much has changed, but not really at all, when you think about it. I'm still working in some fucking restaurant. I'm still struggling with addiction. I'm still just ( Read more... )

I know no one reads this thing, but I moved to New Mexico now. I'd like to say I'm happier. But, I'm not. Oh well. I miss KS, miss my buddies. Been a while since I posted, huh? You absolutely MUST comment if you read this, I wanna know who's still here.

Just in case anyone was wondering... Things are grand.

Yes, yes. I am in Kansas again. I bought a car. I almost had a job interveiw. The position was filled before I even got there. And the other applicants were in their 30's with years of business experience and degrees. I feel inadequate. Oh well. So... I don't quite know what I shall do with myself now. I might just continue to work at Outback on ( Read more... )

I graduated Drug Court and I still haven't gotten high. I think this is the start of something new. I have no desire to get high either. Life is good. I've made plans. Scary plans, but plans all the same. I've been at my job now for about 20 months, and I love it. I am so secure with my job I never have to worry about getting fired, because I do a ( Read more... )

I am at the Library right now. I am bored as hell. I've not updated this page in ages, but I suppose that now might just be a good time. I can still type fast as hell even though I haven't really done it in a few months or so. Anyways, things are good. I'm taking a training course online for Outback, called SureServe or some junkie shit like that. ( Read more... )

Just what the fuck ( Read more... )

It's been a while... About a year. Things are good. Just thought that someone would want to know that. =P I know no one's reading, so I'm not writing anything.

Things are going really well right now, despite the circumstances. I was thrown out of my house a week ago today, and I didn't get all fucked up over it. Before, I would've immediately gotten high, passed out, and woke up like nothing happened, until I realized all my shit was outside. But because I'm clean, and I'm developing quite a nice head on ( Read more... )

I've been working really hard on myself, and my relationships, and I think for once in my life I just might make this work. I've realized a lot more abou6t myself, and certain things I need to work on before I can truely become the person I want to become in my current relationship ( Read more... )