this is a loser journal of mine.

to get lost in the eyes of a woman is the greatest adventure.

Im working on a new myspace, details pretty soon.

I feel bad writing about kurt the way I have but I love his music and his words of wisdom, I think its his birthday today happy birthday kurt!

procession lead me home to my dads that is where I belong, I know I spoke ill words in an ill tongue, but now that I know I am home. I can continue to sit still and ponder the people that came to notice me and my flaws. I tried so hard to understand I tried to call you back but it was scary to think I have fallen so deep in love with a girl who won ( Read more... )

I love you I love You I love You
I miss you I Miss You I miss you
I'll See you I'll See you I'll See you
I promise I promise I promise
I always tell you the truth
the honest face
belongs to you
the words I can't describe

the things I feel inside

onemillion butterflies written for supposed lies

a cursed tongue speaks a twisted truth unapplied

though I can ( Read more... )

I often write without a thought so do not read the things I say with much plot. cause really its a pile of junk smoking a pipe out of a pot. thats where I am at the bottom with the worms and the grease and the icky things I eat. Im a dish washer but only part time at the bremerton elks. I work fridays and Saturdays from 3 to 10. I never get to hang ( Read more... )

 i've been feeling pretty bored and lonely and anxious these days. What can you say though when no one really wants to hang out with you cause you're a lunatic piece of shit nobody. I know ben fucked me over today, he knows it to. I still can't wait to see him and say I love you too. Nothing is ever up to me I lived a curse said life. I know ( Read more... )

i wish I was a bear with a little bear family we'd eat berries rain or shine sometimes on the ferry.

I wish there was a world beautiful and green, where we could wake up every morning stuck smiling.

I hope there is a place for kids like me to live. where everything is free but all you do is work.

working for other kids building lots of toys, and ( Read more... )

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I found a new avatar which I am using. I hope I don't get in trouble for copying a link to livejournal.