I have a girlfriend now.

I haven't really said that before.

I'm not sure on what to do...

I've neglected you for far too long. I thought I had no use for you, and part of me still does. The only reason I have you is to read up on other people's lives. I hope you dont mind. But today is different ( Read more... )

I think I can tell the difference between the friends who are good to me and the ones who consider me expendable. It's a bigger difference than I'd like.

I'm over school, over people, over this. I'm so relieved I only have another week of school, I need to take a retreat out of Riverside and away from certain people. In other words, I need a fresh air and atmosphere cause I'm getting sick of being around the same people and doing the same thing over and over again. I'm also excited for playing music ( Read more... )

maybe my shoes are on the wrong way ( Read more... )

Things aren't what they seem to be in these situations, in fact, they never are. There's always going to be things I overlook and don't pay any attention too, or things I don't have any interest in knowing about. But in the end, when I do realize this stuff, it helps me in a way. I know I'm not completly lost in this, because I'm speaking the truth ( Read more... )

1. Stop trying to control everything.
2. Wait for you.
3. Wait for me.
4. Write a book.
5. Sustain happiness.
6. Stay positive.
7. Meet Jesse Lacey and Dallas Green.

I just can't seem to control and channel my emotions that well...and when you put alcohol in the mix, you get me playing depressing songs on my guitar, throwing it on the ground, leaving everybody and running around the block. That was definetly not the best part about last friday ( Read more... )

I'm super excited for Spring Break. I can't wait to relax, sleep in, have good quality time with some friends and the like. Other than that, nothing really excited has happened unfortunately. I'm trying to wait and see how everything turns out ( Read more... )

after such a great night, I still have to put up with the same old feelings and situations. Over and fucking over again.

This needs to end. Now.

Songs of my fucking life:

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