I want to phone Louise :( i really do ive had enough, i just want to know where she is, how she is, what shes thinking. Als i think i should tell her what ive realised and how i feel about the situation now, but what if i am wrong , what if its not right what if im still missing the point, then there will be discussion on it or she will say i still ( Read more... )

“These brush strokes, forever catching the ( Read more... )

breaks, colds, exams and systitiss make nicky a very sad boy ( Read more... )

Im gonna go home at one. ill be able to do more work there anyway ( Read more... )

CONRATULATIONS louise well done!

louise has passed her test everyone if you didnt already know from michelles journal.

i didnt know feelings could get this mixed.

Get ready for plenty more posts from me, as im feeling pretty low and dont really have anyone else to talk to apart from computers at college, sad isnt it. im off to start my exam

I dont really no what to write this morning, in asimilar way a cant really find words to share with people vocally either, I cant think about yet im doing it now. I dont want to write this post because its making cry already, but i feel like i have to i feel i have to say something or i might start to beleive that that it isnt happening, i keep ( Read more... )

"and i shit my pants!" being used to describe minor incidents of fright.

COPY-CAT SONG COSTS FLIPS BIG ( Read more... )

i really dont think there should be me lou and the journal, its like a third party on our relationship. things will happen between us yes and thats between us but then theres the journal and it goes there too, it would probably be best if both of us stoped reading eachothers, were too deep now, we've lost the end of the rope and the light is out of