Written at almost 2 in the morning; Typed up 3:27 PM Thursday 16 June 2005

[nienor08]

There's billions of people in this world. Is it infinitely improbable that not one of them knows how we feel, or is it infinitely improbable that one of them does know? I sometimes feel so detached from everyone. Then...there's times like tonight. When I feel like maybe every single teenager now, in future, or in past feels exactly like me. Shouldn

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[red_as_rain]

Have you ever seen Garden State? That sounds so incredibly random. I think I meant it to be connected somehow.

If I said I have felt like this before, I wouldn't be helping at all now would I? And if I said it was completely normal to feel like this, that would be helping even less. And I'm not going to say I understand exactly how you feel because I probably don't. I will end my unhelpfulness there.

This is going to sound really corny, but have some faith, Jacki. You are not the same as your sister and you are not the same as anybody else is or was or will be. I don't know her really at all, but haven't seen her ONCE in my life I wouldn't say that you are a copy of her at all. Still not helping.. oh well.. I tried, eh?

If it counts for anything, I completely still think you're a freak :D

[nienor08]

Thank you, I guess. :D

And...no, I haven't seen Garden State. D'you remember why?

[red_as_rain]

I suppose there was something about doing things for no reason other than the fact that nobody could have possibly done them before.. It's been a while. Rather odd movie. I enjoyed it though I guess.

[nienor08]

That actually sounds cool. I wish there was something that I could do that nobody else had ever done before.