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Just wondering...

I know for free users on livejournal, you can use a background picture, which will repeat over and over... But can you have the picture just once? Y'know, one big picture in the background?

Argh. I hate sibling. She stays up so late each night using the computer in the living room. Bitch. So I only get the computer in the morning, and maybe the afternoon, but not usually. Anyways, the computer is in the living room, so I can't go out to the living room late at night anymore. I don't know why, but I really like just wandering around ( Read more... )

There's billions of people in this world. Is it infinitely improbable that not one of them knows how we feel, or is it infinitely improbable that one of them does know? I sometimes feel so detached from everyone. Then...there's times like tonight. When I feel like maybe every single teenager now, in future, or in past feels exactly like me. Shouldn ( Read more... )

We're actually gonna buy a car! Yay!

So I'm really happy. Half because I just want car shopping to be over.

I still don't know how to drive, so I don't know why I'm so happy.

( brmm brmm car! )

Arrgh. So...today kinda really sucked. Mostly from boredom. Not that anyone cares, but...

1. Wakey-wakey.


2. Logged on.


3. Played some Frogger. (The excitement's killing me.)


4. Looked at used cars for sale. My god.


5. Dinner. McD's. Forgotten how much I despise them.

I'm sick of trying to hide. Should I just close my eyes and pretend that this world means so much more, when every thought is torn from my head and is no longer mine? I'm running out of time to go nowhere. You are there while I watch from here, and all I do is watch others leer at me from their throne. Is everyone always as alone as they pretend to ( Read more... )

( newspaper articles...sewiously... )

I always feel sorta guilty when I post in here. Like I should be filling this with tales of my exciting, fascinating life. But...no life, no wonderful tales. I think I should go for more walks, or bike rides, or something. I dunno. Just to get out. Or maybe go swimming more. There's so much that I could do, I'm just lazy and can't be bothered to ( Read more... )

Summer is continuing to continue, and I am attempting to do so too. My brain either won't start up, or won't shut up. And I have so little to do. All day long I sit around, waiting for the day to finish. Until 7 or so each night, when I realize that the day has gone by, and there is still stuff that I want to do. Summer should be a continuous ( Read more... )