Cancer.

noun
1 : a malignant tumor of potentially unlimited growth that expands locally by invasion and systemically by metastasisIt's a dangerous word, and an even dangerous predicament. It makes you sad, confused.. And angry. Why you?? Why someone you love ( Read more... )

Remember a week or so ago my mom brought that cat home and we made an appointment for Blinky 'cause that thing on the side of her mouth? Well.. She had a vet appointment and they gave us medicine that should make it go down and if it didn't she'd cut it open and see what it was.. Well, the medicine didn't work. So my mom took Blinky back down ( Read more... )

We've been talking over the past few weeks and Jared wants to join the military. Not right away though, because we're not ready yet. But in a few years, after we get married.. So we can start our family and live comfortably instead of paycheck to paycheck. Now, I understand there'll be those times where I can't be there with him and he can't even ( Read more... )

So 5:30 this morning my mom's screaming "I found her cat, she's hurt!" So I automatically think Blinky and jump out of fucking bed. I go out to the kitchen and my mom has a cat, orange and white, bleeding profusely in a box on our kitchen table. The cat got hit by a car, my mom said she went to move it 'cause she thought it was dead and she's ( Read more... )

He has two stones..

The fuck?

And he's been planning our 'future'..

Um.. I'm still confused.

EDIT!He gave me more clues like one stone is two words and starts with an M and S.. Well, he didn't think I'd get it right away.. D'uh a Midnight Sapphire! And the ring is gonna be - I forgot what type he said. And he won't tell me when or how he's ( Read more... )

Hi people who never read my journal ( Read more... )

Well.. I turned 20, as of now, yesterday.. It was okay.. The day I mean. Jared and I had Monday off so Sunday night, after I closed(at 10pm) we drove down to Fort Walton to his brother's and stayed the night. Monday we got up and went to the mall, ate lunch, browsed, and then left in search of a boat for his brother to buy.. Went to one place, left ( Read more... )

Lots has happened since the last time I've posted. Almost 2 months ago. Let's see ( Read more... )

They're moving me back to TLE - which is GREAT!

And I'm getting a new phone on Wednesday!

Okay so yesterday, they decided to keep me as a part-time cashier at walmart.

So um.. The max hours I can get in two weeks is uh, 64.

64 x $7.45/hour = not enough to pay bills period ( Read more... )