planning my july trip to slo to retrieve my dog. i'll probably need 2, 5 gallon buckets. some thick plastic bags for transport. and a lot of h2o2. good thick dish washing gloves. maybe a nylon bristle brush? i can't think of what else i need.... i'm sure it'll come to me eventually. this is going to be a big chore all by myself ( Read more... )

so i hurt my back in wdw bending over to pick a piece of paper off the ground. i bent over and couldn't stand up. it hurt... a lot. i took a handful of advil and tylonal and was able to walk at least. it all went away after 4 days. fast forward to last sunday.... i had a twinge in my back that morning but ignored it. later i go and sit on a couch ( Read more... )

Ugh. Fuckin sick with a head cold. Xmas was good. Short, but good. The drive wasn't too bad. I got a 3ds, a bell jar, and a raccoon jaw. And a 50 pound mega box of edible goodies like jerkys, candy, energy shots, and other stuff. All my favorites. Goon loved all her Harry potter stuff, Dr who, and my little pony things. As soon as I feel less ( Read more... )

Ive decided I'm truly not a people person. Ive been so busy with shit these last few weeks its ruining me. I woke up 3 times last night to write down things I needed to buy or do. Why? Because all my dreams were about planning and possible failures. Yeah I worry myself awake and I was right. I did have to buy piggie food and energy shots. O_o. My ( Read more... )

So goons bday dinner was good. She loved her new Harry potter school uniform. Too bad the next morning we both woke up sick as fuck. We are talking vomit fountains. 104.2 fever for me. Goons was 102. That was 4 days ago? I ate my first real meal in 4 days today. It was like eating baby angels. I couldn't even hold down water or ginger ale day one ( Read more... )

In trying to rush to park in the garage and then while pulling in, being momentarily blinded by the sun, I have now tucked up my car. Awesome. And school starts on Thursday so getting it repaired will have to wait till school is out for a vacation. Just...awesome.

This whole week can go Fuck itself. My treadmill broke. My macbook broke. My dog broke. I broke myself doing stupid shit On a kick scooter. Fuck this shit. Now I have to go dig a hole and bury my dog tomorrow. Fuck.

edit: 11/20. my hip is still fucked up and hurts sometimes. i probably broke something. brilliant.

i'm trying to work out new ideas for paintings. i'm so over painting barns and rivers. how does someone paint an emotion without it being cliche or obvious? how do you paint that dark, heavy, ever consuming void of emptiness, loss, regret, and sadness that is inside the heart? how i can i paint something that i can hardly put into words? everyone ( Read more... )

i made scott take us to santa monica today. i thought it'd be fun to do something as a family and here's a store there that sells onigiri. i was all jazzed about being able to try a umeboshi kind. it's been portrayed to me as something fucking awesome. it's supposed to be a pickled plum. i was disappoint. it was crunchy. like rock hard gumball ( Read more... )

i'm fucking sick. i hate being sick. i'm hungry too. it's hard to eat food when you can't breathe and your throat is all sore ( Read more... )