i changed my livejournal name again.

vieux_rose

1. Name: jessica ( Read more... )

well, i just cant do bloody anything right, can i?

twelve days until christmas break. maybe then i wont screw everything up.

its strange how people change. how over time, you get used to things not being there. so when everything is how it was, when everything gets restored to how you thought it should be...you dont want it anymore ( Read more... )

i expected things to be different. when i was younger, i had this image of who i would be when i grew up ( Read more... )

there is a light at the end of the tunnel. this was my to-do list at the beginning of the week ( Read more... )

so i was sitting in design, working on my project, when an odd thought came into my head. why the freaking heck am i doing art? i just stopped, and wondered why i was there, at art school, working on a piece. i have no answers. i guess im good at it, but that is what im wondering. why am i good at art? why wasnt i good at math? why wasnt i good at ( Read more... )

after little or no contemplation, i realized that there is never an easy fix to my stressful problems. there isnt much i can do to change the fact that things altogether suck right now. even my tea sucks, which it shouldnt. its my favorite kind, but today it just isnt working out for me. maybe i used crappy honey, maybe i didnt let it seep long ( Read more... )

dear life ( Read more... )

i dont know why, but i just feel like putting another entry in ( Read more... )