Stupidness! I've been so lonely lately and I hate it...ah well...I'll be alright. hmm...whats new...christmas is coming. Bah humbug...XD I want sex for christmas lol...jk i donno what I want...actually I want j rock CD's but i cant exactly ask for that lol,...well im out, men. *peace sign*

As tempting as it is..
I know I must not..
The knife calls to me..
It feels great in my grasp...

Running along my skin,
followed by a line of blood..
The pain is beautiful..
I want more...

I'm addicted to blood..
The color..
The thickness...
The taste..

I want to see you bleed..
Am I a sadist?

I realize now more than ever that Im falling for you, kid. As much as I try and deny it, your unignorable yet unattainable at the same time. we have so much in common yet were so very different from one another. Your theories and concepts appeal to me in so many ways yet I have no way of showing you just how much I feel for you. If it was as ( Read more... )

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I believe I am going crazy. Honestly, who knew love could have this effect on people...and to think there was a point in my life where i would deny that i loved this boy...if there was a way i could tell him, i would...but it wouldnt really accoplish anything, and i accept that ( Read more... )

Well, this is my first entry...for this LJ...^_^. I had to make a new one, cuz everyone read my old one and i couldnt keep anything to myself...so i just wont give ne one this LJ name ^_^ MUAHAHAAHAAA!!