You could have it all, my empire of dirt. You will let me down, you always make me hurt. I wear this crown of shit. Full of broken thoughts, I could not prepare...beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear, you are someone else; I am still right here. What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I love goes away in the end. You already ( Read more... )

People are always asking how we see our future, advising that we live for today, and judging us for our pasts. There is an absurd focus on timelines that is exhausting to avoid. New days, I'm recycling an old pattern ( Read more... )

I OFFICIALLY give up on people. I OFFICIALLY give up on finding love. I OFFICIALLY have severe emotional problems and I OFFICIALLY hate life. I OFFICIALLY want to tell the whole world to SUCK IT and I OFFICIALLY sign off on this regard ( Read more... )

Am I the only one really weirded out about Snohomish having two high schools now?

I am...sort of at a loss.

I don't care for where I live.

I don't really know what I'm going to do after graduation...

I am unhappy with my body.

I am frustrated by my shallowness.

I am simulateously nervous and anxious to move away.

I desire change.

I want reconciliation with my past.

I dream about my problems.

I dream about my insecurities.

I dream ( Read more... )

A little over two weeks ago, I got into a minor car accident on Meridian St coming home from work. Long story short, the cost of fixing it was more than what my car's worth, so my insurance company totalled it out...paying me $6500 and taking my car. I had to return the rental car I had and now I'm out of transportation until I can buy a new one.

I ( Read more... )

Hey there, it's been a long time. Like, middle-of-the-summer long time. Pretty much I can catch you up by saying I'm really unhappy but this is why

-Cameron and I broke up.
-I hate every inch of this past year with a passion that burns deep inside me.
-It's not that I wasn't happy...I was very happy for the most part. All I wanted was to feel loved ( Read more... )

this is where i'm staying in new jersey this summer. i think it's cute. :)


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I heard Perry Phelps died. Did you all know him? Have you heard that?