One of these days im finally going redeem myself. And when I do, it'll be amazing. I need to stop this, and it needs to stop right now. I cant changed whats happened and I dont think i'll ever fully get over it but I can come to terms with things. As I usually say, 'Just because something has to be, doesnt mean I have to like it'. Im tired of this ( Read more... )

So..this thing that got me so upset the other day..yeah its actually effecting me a lot more than I thought it did..Its sad cause I thought I was finally making progress but it seems now that ive actually have set myself back now. So needless to say its probably going to be a while till I get over this..or more so come to terms with it, or until I ( Read more... )

laughing while crying...its harder than you would think it is. It hurts but thankfully the alcohol takes the edge off. I love being 25!

so ive pretty much have come to the conclusion that I am pretty depressed. Theres not much I can do about it, because there isnt much that I can do to fix it other than pretty much cutting off contact with everyone now a days....which I...kinda already have in a manner of speaking but thats cause im so busy with work ( Read more... )

ok so it looks like Limewire is officially gone now

this kinda sucks for me cause I need music! And god only knows that im too cheap to pay for music (pft..who does that anyway?)..so anyone know of any good places to get free music?

anyone?

well..again I have found that I have this amazing ability to keep messing things up even when I already know its fucked up. For some reason I think that if I just keep trying then maybe I can fix it, just maybe..but no thats not really the case. In fact I make things worse..a lot...why do I keep doing this?

you know..sometimes it feels like no matter what I say or what I do it doesn't make a damn difference to anyone.

Even if i've said it a thousand times, it doesn't sound nearly as good until someone else says the same thing.

im just being moody

(new icons...one day...one day I will have them)

THANK YOU ANI I LOVE IT SO MUCH :DDDDDDDD

im being sneaky <33333333 *giggles immaturely*

hey remember this thing called a LiveJournal??

yeah I dont either :/

sorry LJ....I remember you somehwat....

Fuck!

Goddamnit!

Son of a bitch!

FUCK!!!

*growls and walks off*