i just keep waiting
am i just wasting time...

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i feel so helpless
so useless
but most of all i feel as if
i've said it all wrong
i just want to take away your pain
i want to make everything okay
don't shut me out
i want to help
not just for you, but for me
even if i can't find the words
always remember i'll be there
to listen or lean on

i can sit and talk
in a room full of people
taking in everything around me
present, but disconnected
i always feel left out
although everyone always,
always makes sure i'm not
perhaps i'm just making myself
the outsider
perhaps it's easier that way
so when you leave,
and you will,
i'll be okay.

how do i learn
to trust you again
can you tell me?
how i want to
and yet don't
my heart can't take any more
broken promises and lies
but without you
i feel this emptiness
deep and aching
unable to be filled
because there will never be
another you
but i can't let you back in
because another time would destroy me

you see me
as no other has seen me
you see me as i really am,
no pretenses, no lies
no fake and pretty world
you take the good and the bad
you see the real me
and you embrace it
and make me realize
i need to embrace myself