Yeah, so life sucks right now. Had a person that i thought was a friend pull some shit that could possibly ruin what is left of my marriage, not that there is much of it. Still talking to Joel, and most of the time that makes me smile, but i'm beginning to wonder why it does. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely enjoy talking to him, but it seems like ( Read more... )

I think that is an appropriate title for this entry, considering that's to whom i will be referring to, a lot. Ummm. yeah, so that is the new guy that I have now met playing WoW. He really is a sweetie, and we are qucikly becoming friends. He seems to understand a lot that I have been through, and a lot that I am going through now. He also totally ( Read more... )

Okay, saw this on someone else's LJ, and decided to post it, and see what everyone else says about me. So please, answer honestly, and if you post this on yours, I will answer you just as honestly ( Read more... )

Okay, so for the most part, today has been completly and utterly shit. Yes, there were a few bright spots in the day. A friend really cheered me up earlier. :) But other than that, it has been shit. Been thinking again about Dad and Jamie and Ed's mom. I know I probably should think about them less, but I can't seem to think about anything but ( Read more... )

A lot of shit has been going on lately. Met a couple new guys. One turned out to be a total asshole, and is really fucked up in the head, but other than saying that, i really don't feel like going into details about it. Seriously trying to put it past me and get on with the shitty fucked up life. The other guy, I don't know what to think of. He' ( Read more... )

Okay, so I am still sitting here thinking about the real and huge need for stoplights in life. If I could have 2 wishes from a magic genie, it would be for 1)stoplights in decision making and 2)a 30 second censorship on everything I say. I must confess, I have way too many occurences of foot in mouth disease. I swear some days that I just need ( Read more... )

Okay, being so new to this site, I really have no idea where to start with the million thoughts that I find currently racing through this mixed-up mind of mine. Been thinking so much lately, about everything really. How sick and tired I am of stupid people that like to start drama, and of the confusing situation that I currently find myself in. I ( Read more... )