........ and I'm not feeling ok......... fucking allergy and all that................

But I went out on Saturday, didn't sleep ok and had a hangover for 2 days...... then yesterday I went to a friend's house, and spent all day there, and she made some caipirinha (it's a Brazilian drink, made from a special kind of lemon and an alcoholic thing I don ( Read more... )

I mean......... it's his fault and mine too.......

If only he came and told me not to wait for him, and that he only wants me as a friend, then I wouldn't worry about that anymore....... and at least I would be able to go and hang around with other guys without feeling as guilty as I feel now...

And it's just because I got too involved with him, ( Read more... )

....anger.... a mixture of both........ I feel so many things right now......

One of my cats was killed on Sunday, by a fucking idiot who didn't had anything better to do than kicking her (or hitting her with something, I'll never know), and hurt her so badly (the vet told me her spleen was damaged) that she died ........

I wish I knew who did ( Read more... )

Thinking about 2004's last days......

The disaster at Thailand, India, Sumatra and many of the islands there (I still can't believe some islands actually disappeared.... it's so terrible..) ...... and then on Thursday 30th night, the fire at a concert here, where so many people died (some friends of my friends got seriously hurt there).... and then ( Read more... )

This pics were taken a week ago, and my uncle didn't gave me back the cd until today..... things will be different when I get my own digital camera!!!!! lol!

It's just that he always forgets to give me back my things, or never has time to take the pics I ask him for......... or he says he won't take pics of my cats because he doesn't like cats ( Read more... )

I know you don't know what I'm talking about, but I need some place to pour my anger into...........

One of the MSN goth-related groups I was into was hacked, again................ and the most amazing thing is who did it.....  a girl we all knew, someone I thought was a good person.......... and the others, a bunch of idiots who don't even deserve ( Read more... )

It's so damn hot here................... I don't really like summer.... :S

And the sun on my pale skin hurts so much......................

Btw............... I went to see Nightwish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

It was soooooooooooo amazing.................. I can't believe I was there........ Gods, I felt like I was in a dream or ( Read more... )

I found some files about Lilith I had, and decided to post them here............. I don't really worship her, but I've been interested in her for years.........

I took the first text from Web Witches (a MSN group), the second was given to me by a friend................ it's really sad, but I love it........

( Texts here!! )

I got some sort of "buy everything you see" syndrome................... lol

But I'm getting out of it................. luckily..... I mean, I'm spending my scholarship money in things I don't need for studying, like candles, makeup.........

Anyway................. you should see this thing I made at Art Pad:

http://artpad.art.com/gallery/? ( Read more... )

......... aghhhhh, this f***ing pc won't let me post in rich text mode AGAIN ( Read more... )