During times of change you also face the feeling of being lost. Caught in the balance of letting go and reaching out for something new, it can feel as if things are slipping away, out of your control, you have to leave some things behind in order to move forward. Letting go can be hard.
I find myself lately floundering. Awkwardly trying to maintain ( Read more... )

Since this is more personal than I want to post on my usual Wordpress blog, and because it is of an ilk I haven't written since my LiveJournal days some years ago, I took to writing my first entry here in many a moon. It is a time of big change ( Read more... )

Okay, this post has been in the back of my mind for quite sometime, however, I figured posting it would merely be stating the obvious.  Yet, now it has reached the point where it will be more like a mini rant rather than a blatant statement of what most women would agree to.

I dislike skeevy men.

I enjoy meeting new friends who share some similar ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went grocery shopping and did the laundry with the folks, then went over matt's house and watched movies.  I dropped off my applications yesterday at Payless and Toy Vault.  The woman who took my application in Payless seemed kind of uppity, which gave me the impression that maybe they weren't hiring afterall and the other girl who had ( Read more... )

I just recieved this in an e-mail from Gothic Beauty:

"Freelance Artist Wanted!  We're looking for a talented and edgy freelance artist to design our promotional merch including T-shirts and stickers.  Email art with jpeg samples of your original work and include your hourly rate."

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG HOLY SHIT.  That would be ( Read more... )

Excessive heat warning.  95-100 degrees today...feels like 115 degrees with the heat index.  Yowza.  Even with the air conditioner...it's hot.  =)  Everybody stinky!  woo!  I'm off to go take a cold shower.  ^_^

It's an awful word really.  Because more often than not, someday never really comes.  Some of you reading that may think that perhaps I am being a bit cynical, but please, bear with me a moment.  All my life I have lived in apartments.  My parents are hard-working people who do the best they can to provide for my sister and I, but they can only do ( Read more... )

Today Katie and I went on a long and perilous journey to Worcester, MA.  haha  I say perilous because we passed exits we were supposed to take, one several times, and because the gps lady voice was rather annoying at times.  However, I am getting damn good at reading maps and figuring out alternate routes to our destinations =)  Katie and I make a ( Read more... )

I am so sleepy, so content to go to bed right now, which I probably should, since I'm waking up early tomorrow.  Heh, it's funny when 8:00 is early.  Hmm.  I wanted to do some letter writing tonight but that didn't get done.  Some night I will write letters by candle light.  It will be wonderous and the poeple who get those letters will hopefully ( Read more... )

Today was a day out with Katie ^_^  It was fun, and tomorrow we get to do it again!  It will certainly be different seeing her 2 days in a row since we usually only see eachother once a month :P  Tomorrow we're going to hit up Higgin's Armory Museum, which should be loads of fun ^_^  Today I picked up 1/2 a yard of black pleather, a quill, wax seal ( Read more... )