It tends to fail me from time to time. Despite all I do to learn from my experiences, I often find myself at a loss on keeping said lessons actively in my mind. On numerous ocassions I have unfortunately failed to remember some of the most crucial of these lessons. Primarily, I tend to fail to remember that there is always another day, and another ( Read more... )

Hm, I try to go and see a play, and find there are no parking spaces. Yes, that would be glorious if it were truly that crowded at an event celebrating the arts, but no, it was from people parking in the MLT reserved area who were there to see a basketball game. That is awesome, except not at all. I couldn't even find a place to park because of it ( Read more... )

I was just writing a message to send to someone alerting him of a minor matter on his forum, and suddenly this came out of what was a 3 sentence message ( Read more... )

Don't you just hate it when you have just enough to keep you around, but not enough to make you happy or even really content? No, that isn't suicidal. I don't mean it in that sense. I just guess I really know the answer to the question of if one can be complete entirely within themselves...it cannot be done. We are humans, and humans aren't ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can keep it up, honestly. I'm just so damn tired...I'm only 19...I shouldn't be this tired. It's not right. I can't let any of it go, I can find no release, no real hope. I feel like I'm already deadlocked to a fate I had previously thought of...ugh, there is no escape. I don't want it to end up this way. I've got nothing, I came ( Read more... )

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders as the cards are stacked against me at an innumerable height. I can't seem to focus, my mind has become cluttered and I feel my the joints of my body becoming unglued. This stress, all of this thought and the challenges I'm facing are taxing me mentally and physically. Something is going to give soon, ( Read more... )

fear the knowledge that has been gained, and the time that has been lost ( Read more... )

I wrote this in the middle of my english class yesterday for some reason ( Read more... )

I don't have the answers, I don't have the solutions to the worlds problems, I do not yet understand the deep underlying fabric that holds the universe togethered entwined as a singular system...I'm tired and downtrodden, exhausted and worn out, but that doesn't mean I can't help. I can't tell you what is exactly right, all I can do is introduce ( Read more... )

Have you ever really thought about the wilting of a rose? I think it's sort of depressing, really...something that is considered of great beauty, but knowingly has it's thorns while that beauty thrives. However...what happens when the rose wilts? The beauty is lost, and all that is left is...the ghastly spectre of what once dwelled there. The ( Read more... )