Haven't updated in forever. Been busy. Crazy life. Nothing is at all right. But I manage to get out of bed everyday for some reason. Maybe the new year will be better. Need it to be. This one has been an uphill battle that I seem to be losing. Booo. I have nothing left to give. Its all been stolen. And people just won't give it back, whatever it ( Read more... )

the truth is i gave me heart away a long time ago.

and i never really got it back.

and i still haven't.

Okay, this is going to be a total rant here. And I don't care who sees it. Well, jsut one person in particular but he probably won't see it anyways. But this "time" thing totally sucks. To talking everyday to nothing. To calling about nothing. To seeing him online and having to prevent myself from even iming him is KILLING me. But alas. I have to ( Read more... )

Boo. :(

Why does God hate me so much?

Things are going along. September gone and October is beginning. Visited Danny this weekend. He is so giving, sometimes more so then he should be. Everytime I leave to go home it gets harder to say goodbye to him. This situation totally blows chunks. All I seem to do now adays is work or sit at home. I need a change. Fast. Something different to ( Read more... )

Boo.
So tired.
Mom gone.
Work too much.
Don't see him enough.
No life.
Need a vacation.
Miss my brother.
Want to sleep.
Don't know where people went.
Sad.
Frustrated.
Short hair.
Need to party.
Did I mention I was tired?

Okay, life is boring. As usual. Will be for awhile. Got that. But someone is being a little standoffish. Being snappy with me, seems distant, and not liking me anymore. I don't know what to do. I mention it and they totally deny that theres even a problem. Then on the phone, snap here, not wanting to talk there. This can't go on much longer. Don't ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a hellava long time. Haven't had the need. These days, instead of being at UMD like I want to be,I'm home. Semester off. Wish I had never gone through with it. It sucks. I work way too much.Almost 50 hours a week. Crap pay. Stupid boss. ALWAYS FREAKIN' TIRED. Don't usually complain but its catching up with me. January is too far ( Read more... )

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?