and whats the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well ive been holding on tonight...

my dog died today

the last 24 hrs has had alot of ups and downs. last night i got to hang out with my darling sophia and her new silky puppy that dosent have a name. i was feelin pretty sick and shitty but after i saw her i started to feel better. we just went around town and i fed her dog taco bell :) we always have a great time together and i think things are ( Read more... )

things seem to going pretty damn good for me. sophia and i are still doing great and i still have quite a few tricks up my sleve ;) she was like the one missing piece in my life to make me happy...and lets just say shes perfect for me and things couldnt be any better!! today i decided to go jogging. i went about a mile or two. i now hurt sooo damn ( Read more... )

today and last night have been pretty damn awesome. i forget when my last update was so if i repeat myself feel free to drive over to my house and punch me in the face. yesterday work wasnt as bad as it usually is because i got out early. after my nap i went to pick sophia up and she was looking amazing as always!!! against her will we went to ( Read more... )

im feeling about better today, perhaps it was because i got to see sophia at work;) she can always brighten my day no matter how shitty i feel. i think thats a good quality to have in someone you like. she soooo suprized me yesterday but it made me happy to get to see her again. i miss getting to hang out with her all the time...damn work!!! oh ( Read more... )

im so depressed right now. last night was so great but today is the opposite. i cant do anything right. maybe i should just leave her alone for awhile....:(

yeah im just sitting here listening to poison the well and having a bad night. this is a good cd to listen to when i feel like i do now. it amazes me how one minuate i can be perfectly happy and then the next minuate someone will say something and ill feel the complete opposite :( i guess its my own fault...i wish i could control my emotions and ( Read more... )

Joey *hearts* Sophia

things have been going pretty damn good lately. ive been spending some of my free time with a girl from work. i shall not mention any names because i dont know WHO reads this...but she knows who she is ;). i was having a bad day earlier this week and she brought me flowers. it was pretty much the sweetest thing anyone has done for me to cheer me up ( Read more... )