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sometimes i feel like i cant do anything right at all...

my day can be summed up in one big *sigh*. work wasnt too terrible except for the fact i got very sick and i still had to work anyways. after that i went directly to the doctor where i was tomented by fat women and small children. by the time i got into the doctor i was already so pissed off and anxious not much got accomplished except that i ( Read more... )

i can still hear the screaming through the walls...
the banging on the ceiling...
the smell of alcohol...
...the horror...the horror

when you call my home...
and i say hold on.
id press pause
ill press pause for YOU!!
now my loveee is true.

my vacation is over and my last 3 days have been pretty great. i miss my sophia sooooo much, i cant wait to be with her again. i care for her very very much and i feel lost when im without her.

half drunk and wide awake...a feeling i dont really like. tonight went over pretty well. had my bbq and it was pretty fun. several people showed up but it stayed kinda small. maybe a dozen people or so. it was bascially most of my friends from target. we cooked some burgars and ribs and just talked about how much we hate our jobs. some of us came ( Read more... )

thatsss right...8 glorious day of me not doing shit and getting paid for it!!! and damn it feels good. today was my last day before my they released me into the wild for a bit. i knew it would suck and it did. targets own special little fuck you-go die before i left. ohhh well i have lots of things planned and im excited about them all. tonight im ( Read more... )

SATURDAY JUNE 18 at the bluenote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its 3:03 AM and i just called in sick to work. im not really tired at all but unforutaly this does seem to be serious. i cant walk AT ALLL. my knee was kinda sore yesterday but today is like i cant even put any weight on it at all. i cant bend my leg straight and i sure as hell cant walk. it feels like somethings seriously out of place. everytime i ( Read more... )