Ok so today was somewhat uneventful. Did some studying for my math test tomorrow. Practiced guitar a little bit.. oh and I organized and edited my two "Albums" if you will. that would be the unreleased Fruity Mixes and Nightmare mixes. As of right now only myself and my one friend have copies of these; why my friend does I'll get to later. They're ( Read more... )

There are things I want to say.. here and to a certain person.. but I won't say these because.. well you know I can't even say why.. Ok, I admit I have fairly strong feelings for someone but I won't say who, I will say that I almost defanately won't get with this person.. but what a damn mess it puts my mind into. haha but no I'm not depressed or ( Read more... )

So this week was interesting, got a job interview at Shop Rite coming up on Monday. The duration of the week was fairly typical, hung out with a good friend of mine wednesday for a good while. Friday was fun as always. Umm, let's see. My friends Jess and Becki and I think Makoto, all seperately went to a Dir en Grey concert in NY which I wanted to ( Read more... )

It's been a while so what's new with me you're all dying to know? Well me and Marilyn are no longer together, we'd been having problems for a while and we made a mutual split. I'm in no immediate rush to get back into a relationship either. That's not to say I don't like anyone in particular or that I wouldn't date it just means that because anyone ( Read more... )

Well I think I finally figured out the real motives for my dad's gf acting the way she does towards me.. She was upset again this morning apparently because she wants time with my dad but never gets the alone time with him she wants.. well he had a family before she came in.. she is upset over my uncle always being around but she's most furious ( Read more... )

well that went well. so I put in applications at three locations today and expect to do three more tomorrow. Quick Check looked somewhat promising. Anyway the day seemed to go alright from my putting in applications on until just a moment ago. I was trying to plan out the weekend as far as Marilyn is concerned and me and my dad agreed that she ( Read more... )

So here we go, I wake up this morning to find Vicki furious with me for still not having a job, I mention happily that it was in my plan today to go downtown and pick up a few applications and she said that she'll probably call down there to see if I actually put anything in because she doesn't trust me. She is resentful that last year I made money ( Read more... )

First off, why is it I just typed Livejournal.com and Yahoo.com came up? Women... are so fun aren't they? they're all cuddly then depressy then angry then cuddly... ah well. What's new? I'm applying for a scholarship for my next year at ccm. I could get $500 which would be helpful. Some of my friends have been so all over me lately and others have ( Read more... )

*SNEEZE* I'm not a fan of lawn mowing. no not at all.

 Let us see now, what's new to report? Well I finally finished my first year at CCM, which is a pretty big deal being 17 and all.. The pressure is on to get a job lately, it's not that I don't want one I'm just sort of nervous to get started in the first place.. well I'm only delaying the inevitable so I may as well get to it soon. So I'm also done ( Read more... )