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Better
Nothing happened today but I feel a lot better. It's been an uneventful day but I am a lot happier -
End of Intelligence
I'm considering tomorrow my last shot at this, possibly. I don't know what I'm going to do or how but I need to. I've delayed too long and I feel like I'm losing my chance, and it's eating me up. I have to do this -
The Horror
I really can't let my brain do this to me. The same damn thing can give me the highest highs and the lowest lows without anything to back it up. I'm driving myself nuts and I just need to stop and relax and stop thinking. I'm okay, just frustrated ( Read more... ) -
yvnyet du cyo
ev e tuh'd ghuf drah drana ec ruba, ev oui cyo hu drah ruba ec kuha.. pid fryd ev.. -
Why you torture me, just hating me?
UGH, so I stay up late last night to study for a test for astronomy last night and my girlfriend who is in my class is annoyed because she doesn't like to study last minute, I can't blame her but I am used to it. We wake up early to review a bit more before our class and I at least think I have a pretty good idea of what's going on. Since her car ( Read more... ) -
Bum Ciao Baby!
Hm, it's been interesting since my last post.. interesting in a good way! Me and Kayla are getting along so well, she is so special to me.. but not like the others, there is something about her, I feel so connected with her. I'm not going to be so bold to make a statement like "She's the one!" that sort of thing would probably come across as ( Read more... ) -
Everybody's gonna love today!
Kayla.. I'm dating kayla.. something that was destined to be, the compatibility is unimaginable.. This is unlike any other relationship, everyone agrees this is something special. Things with my other relationship didn't work out, there were issues that couldn't be resolved any time soon. This new relationship has me happy to a level I can't ( Read more... ) -
Will you Hold my Heart?
heh, interesting the way things work out <3
Some might consider this a mistake, I figure if it is, I'll learn from it but in the meantime, I'm happy
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And it's brighter than before
Ok so over the course of the day I did some thinking, I really need to stop being paranoid! really that's nonsense, I can't expect someone to just instantly love me, it's not realistic, if it is meant to work it will and if it's no then it won't. I will just stop worrying, I'll live my life, I'll love.. and if it comes to something good than so it ( Read more... ) -
But what I can't carry is my love for you beyond my dying day
Things are just so damn complicated sometimes..
I started working at a movie theater about 15 minutes from me, I'm making minimum wage and I can see free movies if I'm not working. The coworkers are generally pretty cool and nice, some are a little sketchy but I just started so I'm sure they'll warm up to me.
I still sort of have a thing for that ( Read more... )