It's weird writing in this, since I haven't used it in so long ( Read more... )

What a difference a few days make. I actually feel much better than I did the other day. Probably shouldn't have written something in the depths of my despair.

Point being: I feel somewhat optimistic about life, and I'm ready to move on.

I am heart broken. Absolutely. I've never felt like this before. Usually the end of a relationship fills me with sorrow, and I feel like it will be too depressing to wake up the next day. But I always do, and it always feels better. This time is different. I feel devoid. Devoid of life, devoid of energy, devoid of emotion. I can't feel anything, ( Read more... )

I've been really slacking on a lot of things recently. I've been bad about running, and homework, and everything.

I need to get back on track.

If you ever don't know what to talk to me about, I enjoy these topics ( Read more... )

My life is exhausting and stressful, and I miss everyone, but it takes so much energy to even see everyone. I'm just so tired. Also, I hate summer school. It crushes my soul. And swing cats classes start soon, and I'm supposed to be helping teach, and I barely have time. Blah!

I miss my friends. The worst part about it, I know it's my fault things have fallen by the wayside. It's just that hanging out with everyone gets more stressful, the longer the lapse in between, so, I don't, and the interval grows greater. It doesn't help that school is overly stressful, and I always have exams, or projects, or something due ( Read more... )

So, I'm slightly frustrated with my living situation. Marissa backed out of the place we had agreed on. And she never told me that Becky would be living with us again. That came as a bit of a surprise, and being that the house I like is a 2 bedroom, that wouldn't work. I would be interested in keeping the place with another roommate, but I don't ( Read more... )

Me and Ryan broke up.

That's it, that's all I got.

I'm in Paris! Safe and sound and unbelievably tired. It's better than my jetlag last time, where I was super nauseous for about a week, but being really tired is still kinda a drag. It's cold and wet here right now, as it drizzled for most of the day. I don't have a cell phone yet, as I keep having problems with various companies, and sim cards. ( Read more... )