I Hate HIM I HATE HIMI HATE HIM! I wish he was here now so I could cut off his head with my goddamn sword!

I hate feeling like this: alone, abandoned. Its not her fault. She wanted to go and he said I couldn't. We were respecting there wishes. I still miss her. I need her. At this point I need someone just to spend some time with. No one can replace her. No one ever could. I just hate being alone. It just eats at you. You're bored, so already your mind ( Read more... )

So bored, must find something to do... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! (Thats the sound of my sanity running to Vegas)

I go to work. They think I'm the best employee they've ever had. They want to promote me and make me manager and try to turn everyone into me. What happens when I have a bad day? What happens when I get tired, for instance the past three days my schedule has been 1130 am to 8 pm. The answer, I'm not allowed to get tired. I'm not allowed to show ( Read more... )

Why do I do stupid things?! Why?!? Is it preprogrammed into me? Does my brain just say "Screw everything up!" And then I do it? What the hell! She is going to hate me later. She's hating me now. I'm so sorry. I didn't think it would be like this. They aren't doing what they said. I know its no excuse but what the hell! You're not me. You don't want ( Read more... )

Guy at work to Ashley: You forgot something.
Ashley: What?
Guy: Your number is not in the bag.

Mean while, I'm standing no more than 5 FEET from them when this shameless act is going on.

Needless to say, his single could have walked off the bun and mooed at him.

Don't fu*k with the grill boy

Alex

My minds races a lot lately. Things I've done, Things I do, Things I wanna Do. Sorting it is weird, Because it all goes into 4 slots: can, can't, did, didn't. Oh by the way, this is one of those entries that doesn't really go anywhere, unless I make it go somewhere. I'm not going to attempt to list anything. Some stuff I'm not proud of. I'm ( Read more... )

Shes going to SA and Its too cold to meditate and the State Wrestling Championships are in town so I'm NOT going to work. I hate it when she leaves. Someone come see me please.

Alex

Well, I can't believe it. I've made it to 1 year. Someone pinch me. The scary thing is that were still just as crazy and stuff as we were on day one. I took her out to Max & Erma's and she bought me a bo staff. I have to go pick up her present tomorrow because the place was closed today. Nothing much else is going on. Dad came down and looked at ( Read more... )

Its too early, or too late for this. Depends which end of the sleep your on. Played Starcraft & Axes & Allies With the guys, missed Ashley the whole time. Work wasn't too bad. Met the District manager. Lied my pants off trying to sound good. Acted as a manager for about 20 minutes after work. Met some new people. Have to go to SA tomorrow to pick ( Read more... )