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my hamsties had babies!! they are so fucking cute <3 i went in there the other day to play with my hamsters, and i heard this little squeaking sound and i couldnt figure out where it was coming from. so i moved the woodchips around a little bit and there were six little naked rodent babies! they are the fucking cutest! i had to take the daddy out ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Rozz Williams ♥


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this is the first time i've updated in months and months. i'm not exactly sure why i'm updating, other than i was on reading other people's journals and i felt like i had an obligation if i'm going to keep this journal ( Read more... )

Sister of night ( Read more... )

i really feel like i should update this thing more, but i really have nothing to update about. theres so much shit i WANT to write about, but i hide so many things from so many people, that if i ever wrote about what was really on my mind, i would be in big trouble. i dont even know what the point of keeping this thing is if i dont update though ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!i hope it doesnt suck this year. i think it might though. my mum and i got into a huge fight and now i dont think she'll be going to the liquor store for me, so i'm going to have to find someone else to go for me, but thats not the hard part. the hard part is getting them there. i cant drive, obviously. i will find something ( Read more... )

my birthday is in like...5 days. start the countdown everybody! dont pretend you dont care! you love me and cant even begin to mask your excitement ( Read more... )

i hope you all had a good new years! mine was okay. i hung out with zakk and a bunch of his friends. i love being around him and his friends. they are so fun. i only drank like two beers though. there was this drunk girl in the car when they first picked me up, and she vomited all over zakk's backseat. zakk started gagging and heaving when he tried ( Read more... )

i hope you guys all had a great christmas. mine was fine until i went with my dad. i shouldnt have even gone. stupid prick. he went off on me for looking like a freak in front of his family and leaving my lip ring in. stupid fuck. seriously. he started yelling at me and threatening me with all this shit. saying shit like "i helped your big sister ( Read more... )