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So I've been banned on twitch and then was unbanned but not allowed to use my username any more? =l

Ugh everyone just wants to piss me off I swear

You'd think 11 years later after all my LJ adventures and what not I'd be over feeling so depressed all the time but oh boy has it ever hit hard today. I mean I've felt sad but I haven't had this feeling of wanting to be dead in a VERY long time. I mean I could post this on FB but really I don't want to, It'll just seem like I'm being Emo like I ( Read more... )

depressed...depressed ...depressed

but not giving up

but holy molly do I feel like absolute crap! =(

having no money and working like a mofo for so little is really hard

T_T

today was not a good day, I felt pretty down and this week hasn't been as good as I had hoped but hey, I might as well keep trying

I need to work on my organization the most I think for sure =)

After doing all my activities this week I've drawn the conclusion I'm pretty strong mentally but nowhere close to where I want to be physically, like I mean I don't want to get all sorts of muscles or anything silly like that, I couldn't care less what I look like to be honest. I just want to be able to breakdance and lock at a level i think is ( Read more... )

So some of you may have noticed that I'm not really on Facebook now also I'm not out as much and if you are wondering why it's because I'm tired, I'm tried of sucking at all the things I do, I'm tired of being so disorganized with my life, I'm tired of feeling like I have no time when really I have more time then almost anyone else I know! So I've ( Read more... )

Hey

what did I miss?

So Fanime = Amazing as alawys.. I had such a great time!! =) Im glad I went

back to work on my comic =)

So....yeah holy Ive been busy drawing..lol ( Read more... )